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Name: nAtAsHa
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Ephrata
Gender: Female


Interests: TSFM...weezer smashing pumpkins eve 6 nirvana AFI dashboard confessional saves the day the promise ring juliana theory the get up kids the misfits taking back sunday the ramones the offspring matchbook romance flogging molly sunnyday real estate the clash green day the used bright eyes the weakerthans finger eleven unwritten law fenix tx coldplay sex pistols ben folds five ben kweller bad religion jimi hendrix chevelle rhcp tool the church the who the doors echo and the bunnymen sublime radiohead nerf herder HIM coheed and cambria bhg... way more.
Expertise: hanging out of cars with icescrapers getting things off antena's, writing and reading poetry, driving around with my friends listening to ashlee simpson, going on road trips, have street parties, buying chocolate whipped cream and raw cookie dough, Starbucks Frappichino, making cupcakes that rock people's worlds, drinking red bull like its water, remembering where someone's key's always are, making kool-aid in a used coke bottle with no sugar, dying my best friends hair, getting naked in random peoples houses, wearing the color green...softball, going to shows, going to the mall with friends and not buying a thing, running around school with no shoes on, crashing parties, always bringing the drama, singing, talking on the phone forever, playing the guitar, wearing too much eye make-up...and the color GREEN...
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 12/3/2003

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

rebuilding a broken past is one of the hardest things to do

 

i dont know what i'm supposed to be feeling about this

i fell in love with him, yes. but is it ever going to work?

this distance is killing me.

i want him to be everything and more.

but i'm scared. like a first day of kindergarten kid.

'breathe in for luck breathe in so deep, this air is blessed you share with me'

dimmed lights and soft voices

moonlight shines through the window

silence is found

a sudden cool rush sends chills down my spine

and i convince myself that i can smell you

my mind is wondering way to far tonight

the night the stars the rain the kiss

it all keeps a steady re-play in my mind

i shouldnt think anymore tonight

in my mind dangerous ideas are coming to life

and are sparking like dry twigs in the forest...

 

am i still your pocahontas?


Friday, May 19, 2006

I fAll doWn wiTh dEsiRe to tHosE skY coLorEd eyEs

and when the rain was falling i looked into your eyes and it seemed as if right there in that moment everything was completely perfect and that we were something special.  I cant seem to form my words into sentences to express the way i feel about you...

'we drive tonight and you are by my side we're talking about our lives like we've know each other forever the time flies by with the sound of your voice its close to paradise with the end surley near...'

 

i love just driving around with you its amazing how we know every song that comes on...

 

JEEPS = theSEX


Monday, May 15, 2006

Good things wont last FOREVER!

so what the hell am i supposed to do?!?

 

 

 

 

you know how much i care about you oh well...its not my choice its all you


Sunday, May 07, 2006

Currently Listening
Sunsets and Car Crashes
By Spill Canvas
the tide
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havent updated in FOREVER

 

tonight was kt m's 18 birthday party...it was pretty damn P.I.M.P.

 

but that looser boy never called me...because he doesnt heart me anymore! yup yup

 

so home has been getting a little harder lately but i can deal with it and i am. theres just a lot going on right now in my life and i dont know i guess i just want to take a step back and check it out and see whats happening and see what  i can do with it and where i can really go with my life...sometimes it just seems that my life is worthless and that i'm nothing to anyone and that i'm just MEH i dont want to go there but then again there is this one boy who is just uttery amazing and he makes me soo happy and i cant even put into words how happy i am that he is mine...

 

maybe this time i would choose you over the strawberry-banana-milkshakes


Saturday, April 15, 2006

Currently Listening
The Police - Greatest Hits
By The Police
Do You Believe In Magic
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((do you believe in magic in a young girls heart))

hmm what to say

all i know is that for once in my life i actually feel like i am someone. like i am something amazing, like i'm someting worth while. all because of you

 

you are the most amazing thing tthat has EVER happened to me...this will never ever end

 

SO ARE WE PLAYING FOR KEEPS?!?

 

just tell me that..



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